I Hope I Had Done Enough to Deserve All This Happiness

My old handphone is still keeping about 30 plus SMSs from all the closest colleagues of mine. Nope, not entirely due to the mobile network companies' Save-on-SMS promotions, though they are pretty cheap nowadays - from your friends to colleagues, from this network to others, from your uncles to her aunties. It gets one to think that the world has indeed come closer, in one way or another.

'Close' is the keyword I must assign to this bunch of colleagues. These are the people I've been seeing day and night for the last four years in this purple chocolate company. They are the people you do not see in those typical Chinese series which depict the cruel world of business and politics. Nope, you don't find any of them here. They are the best bunch to pick a fight or work it right. Anyhow, at the end of the day, everyone would have a chilling good time together.

But as they say, 'everything good must come to an end'. It looked like it was the end; at least in terms of interaction, proximity and common passion. This event would affect how we move forward, or rather, how I move forward.

Those are farewell SMSs in my old phone. SMSs that one would smile and 'grow younger' whenever they are read. Yes, I feel I would 'de-grow' whenever I reflect on the experiences I have gathered with them. The smiles somehow hide the wrinkles I have grown over this short four years, what a sweet camouflage. I would want to publish all the SMSs here, but I may really look like a 'cry baby'. Hmm... there were tears too, along the way, which makes the journey so much of a 'mixed happiness' - sometimes you are sad but happy in the midst of sadness... ?!? Yeah, I guess this is what I termed 'mixed happiness'.

Going into the juice of this long story... one should know by now that this post is all about FAREWELL.

This happened the week after my last trip with the company (Bali, posted earlier) - effectively my last week with the company. I was still busy in the midst of a major project with a key customer. Not only everyone was busy catching-up on work after a few days of holiday, it was also the week when so many of my colleagues took leave or gone on business trip.

I had the first farewell session with the bunch above, an easy-going seafood dinner at LalaChong.

070629: Then came the day - it's a Friday. TGIF, it's nice to dress down and get comfy with my last day. Nothing interesting in the morning, I was still working, goodness sake! Got some stuffs sorted out with my key customer in the morning and when I came back to office had lunch with this tiny group for lunch, at our much-frequented Kiwi Express.

I was still cleaning up my computer files at 5pm when a few 'bouncers' got me off my work and into the Conference Room. *sigh*... As usual, the cake, the speech, and a little snack - there goes all your life with the company.

What the heck, the 'committee' (made up of my closest colleague buddies) got me a surprise with this, er... seemingly 'red-carpet' treatment! "That's all we can do ok?? Big Boss is outside, we wouldn't want to mess up the whole office, hor?", was what Tomato said. It was still sweet, right up to the 't'. I couldn't stop giggling.

Oh, not to mention the butterflies in the stomach too. I've always been steady, but today still caught some wind.

Here comes the 'speech'. Ouch. I did think about it for a few days. It goes something like this:

"I've shared many many hugs or pats on the shoulder with everyone here - from guys to gals. I'm pretty glad no one has yet to lodge a sexual harrasment case! *there goes the laughter*... But on a serious note, I guess it shows that I'm someone who loves to share my care and friendship; 3+years should be sufficient to prove that *can see some serious nods*.

I'm glad there are so many 'humans' among you guys; don't think there are many out there - 'cause they say it's a jungle out there. I'll brave myself out there after today.

Anyway, to cut my long speech short, i'll leave by sayin', continue to share your happiness, it's the greatest tagline a company can have. Some of us won't be here forever, but happiness we've shared will stay forever...."

I think I've left a good impression, with this speech.

These people came for a real show.

After a couple of appreciative words from Pat and Dee, I opened up to a huge farewell card.

Messages from the happiness bunch! Sweet.

I just managed to find time to go through all these messages a minute ago. There are all sorts of messages - from jokes to wishes to history to future to nonsense to serious stuffs to praise to appreciation. These made up the colours of my life, really. Thanks.

Everyone contributed to another of my farewell gift - a Sony Ericsson K550i!!! Say, where on earth do you expect such luxury to leave a company?? I couldn't thank everyone enough!

A cake with my face on it, in icing?? I was getting more goosebumps all over, really. I think it was custom-made...??!! Haha, bakery wouldn't be able to sell a cake with my face on it. Yes, it's custom-made!

Then my dearest Jie compiled a video of interviews with most of the bunch who were there in the office. She also linked some of my crazy old videos (like when I drank a glass of Tabasco during my last year's birthday, and my chilli-burnt lips after that). It reminded me how crazy I was with them. Really would like to thank her for what she did, albeit so many things so many times in such subtle ways. She had to re-do and rush the video when it was first saved wrongly. I was speechless when I found out about this. It was so much effort, because the video is not short at all. I wonder if I would jam up YouTube if I upload it, haha.

Then came also my billboard 'Hall of Fame'!!! This was done by Maguro. She was one of the close ones who couldn't make it to the session, due to external work. But really appreciate her creativity and time to do eight slides, portraying me in very 'compromised' and lewd positions. Glad that no kids were in the room.

Huh... what else could I ask for more?? I really thank God for this beautiful bunch. I don't mind having farewells everyday.

The smiles say it all. You can actually see smiles 'in their eyes'! Or, are they happy that now I'm leaving??!! Urghh

The last photo before we moved on to second session - dinner!!!

Another another another round of seafood dinner. We must have eaten in this restaurant for the past few months! We like it because the surrounding is quiet and peaceful.

You would have thought this is a wrong posting or something. Nope, it's after dinner! Everyone rushed home to take a quick shower and here we were, 11pm, in KL's Velvet for a grueling session.

I got my recent JiMui to join this purple bunch.

Potato who left a month before me (and last time joined a month before me too) reunited in this session.

The rest of the photos need little explanation.

Oh, the one who made me the Billboard 'Hall of Fame'.

The one who bought me the phone!

This is how fire was first created on earth.

Video director, Ah Jie 'piggling' on me.

I could hardly recall how the night ended. There were of course piles of censored photos of drinking actions, and some explicit ones too which are inappropriate for general viewing. But the most explicit thing you can see here is... 'happiness'.

070630: Oh, I managed to wake up the next day and come back to office for my really final time, to clear off my desk. I had brief company of another of my dearest buddies - Ho and Oshin. Though brief, it was a sweet end. I had some good reflections working til 11pm. Took my final steps towards 'Dato', prayed and thanked for a wonderful and memorable four years. Be it ups and downs, I didn't frown; because these people were with me at every turns and corners.

Another of my buddies, Bee, who couldn't make it for neither sessions was sweet enough to get me a dragon-looking pendant. I love it very much, a taste of full character. I have been shopping around for such accessory when I was in Bali trip, but couldn't find any single one that I really like. This is like a gift from heaven. She is heavenly anyway. Thanks!

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070720: Three weeks after I left them. They had a major conference in P.D. I had by then joined my new company. On the last day of their Conference, they asked me to join their finale. I hesitated, was busy with a dinner function on that Friday in some outskirt place, it was raining heavily, flooded in certain places, and jam all over the city. But somehow, miraculous as it sounds, I departed the city at 9:30pm and managed to zoom all the way to P.D. to reach at 11:30pm!!! When I reached, they were at this beachside pub. I ran towards them, and jumped right onto everyone's arms, it was hysteria all over! It's so much like in a movie. There were like tight hugs which lasted a few long seconds with each of them. Oww... it was so sweet and warm. There goes the drinks and the party got heavier and heavier until everyone dropped dead. I had a comfortable sleep with the guys and a good breakfast and catch-ups. This was the only time I wasn't prepared with my camera, but one can always imagine the type of photos we take.

It doesn't feel like we have done farewell. Because it'll never be the last you see your lasting buddies.... I hope I had done enough. Thank you all....